baby, it's cold outside.

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i love chesnut, cinnamon, black eyed beans, smell of musk, mustard the colour.
i like basil, seeds, and quiet-ness with you.

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there are stuff i want to remember and i do
you don't have to remember everything.
musn't.

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my mind a mess today.
i sat in library, self-studied, eyes on paper but all floating.
swinging, hands withering.

i doubt.

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know i shouldnt but  miss the embraces.
lovely warm embraces.
like grilled sweet potatoes.

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trash!

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"she's so full of life"
...why not?