There are times when I could dive for hours non-stop into my work yet other times, like tonight, despite my half-boiled courage, I lost my battle with Mr. Concentration. Sometimes it's just so hard to focus. !!! Damn it. Full of personal shame.

But I find it soothing when I fail to concentrate, I then stop trying and let loose, all of a sudden it naturally comes back. It works "wonderfully" still, but cant be like that forever. Soon if I get work and be committed, that would be just simply an excuse, wouldn't it ? Such lazy virus.


"There is no substituition for hard-work".
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(Photo taken in me and my little sis's toilet, back home in 2011. Lazing summer days. I miss home and my country. End of self-smothering here.)