i am
really moody
today..
so
instead of
wasting the whole day for no good 'seasoning'
now
midnight
i read some John Cage's.

 " Searching (outloud) for a way to read. Changing frequency. Going up and then going down: going to extremes. [...] A new breadth for each new event. Any event that follows a space is a new event. Making music by reading outloud. To read. To breathe. IV: equation between letters and silence. Making language saying nothing at all. What's in mind is to stay up all night reading. "