03/11/2012


sometimes - urges of forcing myself to be emotionally distant. to detach all sentiments for, say, an object, a situation, a happening, people, whatever is melting me inside. to balance my imbalance, that  - my weakest point - weekness of losing control over emotional fluctuation.

detachment is almost as important as getting attached.

when you get closer to someone, also need to have the tinge sense of knowing how to not get close to that someone at the same time. so you won't absorb too much. or won't get wet.

close-ness gets scary sometimes.


..
ya, maybe.